Fake it chapter 2

At the end of the day, I caught up to Jasonn (the boy I was or not in-love with) "hey" I

said "hey…." He said like he was ignoring me, "what's the problem?" "Nothing…" then I

looked to his left saw all his friends and I said "I see the problem for some reason I

thought you were nice but you know what? Trinity was right you're noting but a jerk." He

looked up at me and squinted his eyes at me like people do when the sun is in their eyes,

and replies with a slight tremble "Trinity, Trinity said I was a jerk?" I realized what I

said was wrong, but maybe it was what he needed to wake up, "ah… no, no, ok yes but she

said you used to be the nicest person in the world but then you turned into a jerk" "oh…

yeah" then his friends came over and said "who's the hotie?" then another one of his

pathetic friends said yeah "Ha- ha man smack one on her right now." He stood there and

blushed and laughed I looked around and I smacked him and said "Trinity was right" I left

out of there so fast. I wanted to cry, but at the same time it seemed there was a relief

lifted off me but also an anger added on. I walked to the bus and he came up to me and

said "look, I'm sorry I came off like a jerk" I looked at him and said "well you come off

like a jerk a lot" and walked up the bus stairs, he followed and said "those were my

friends I shouldn't have laughed I should of stopped them from saying it" I looked at him

'' promise… you will stop being a jerk?" "I promise, Aubrey" we both looked into each

other eyes, if I wasn't mistaken we almost kissed, but energy stopped it. As I got off the

bus I walked home, I couldn't stop thinking about him, me, how this thing is going to

work out, it was all so blank, wasn't it? I sat on the couch with my laptop and my mom

came in "how was school" I awakened from my day dream, "oh it was scary, but much better

than I thought it would be". I was doing my English assignment to write a poem on a person

in your life… the person never had to be discovered so I did Justin it's not like you can

write a poem on your mom. Chills went up my spine as a I typed "Inside you is ice ready to

break but it turns into fire, your voice is like a never ending echo in my head, after we

talk a tornado fills my head and blows out all my other thoughts" Then I stopped not

because I wanted to because I had to or I'd cry or smile… I couldn't tell. I went to the

bathroom to wipe off the make-up that felt so heavy on my face I stared into my own blue

eyed contacts wondering what I got myself into what was I thinking when I got the idea

matter of fact what made my mother say yes? What mother would let their only daughter fake

a death? Then let her change herself? I guess she was easy going… Or she has

reading-mind-abilities.  The phone rang it was a girl I met at lunch (I've always known

her she has always been my best friend) I picked up "Hello..?" ''Hi Aubrey! It's me Andrea

from your social studies class!" I was shocked she would call so soon… she's the shy type

to new people it's like she was already at peace with me and felt a sense of comfort I

replied " Oh hello so nice of you to call so soon… Makes me feel good since it's my first

day and all" "Oh no problem! I felt like you were already my friend since your Trinity's

cousin and she was my best friend! I miss her so much you remind me of her" I paused and

hung up I figured she would understand considering she would think I was sad over "My own

death" I remind her of me… I mean Trinity, she misses me? So weird… I knew she would but

she's just so open with telling me. My phone rang again but this time it was just my dad

wondering if I wanted a candy bar. I looked out the window and thought about what tomorrow

would bring. Then I asked myself why I did this I couldn't have just been normal and not

planned this. Then came in Roxy my little white Scottish Terrier she wagged her tail at me

and then whined and then did that little head tilt she does when she wants something

"Roxy what is it you want dear?" she ran to the kitchen to her food dish I looked and said

"You just ate silly girl! Want a cookie?" She opened her mouth like a smile and I gave

her I looked around and noticed I was home alone unlike most people I hate that feeling I

like people around my grandparents live with me but are in Main on vacation and my mom's

at night school and my dad is running to a couple of stores on his way back from work. I

went into my kitchen to get a snack but the fridge was empty just like my head, just like

my stomach. I decided to go to bed with Roxy curled up next to me and my hamster Gimmy

running on his wheal as fast as a race car. The next morning I put on my blue contacts to

cover my green the make- up and hairspray that made me feel so fake and the clothes trying

to impress, and fed Roxy and Gimmy and went off to school with the rattling of my key

chains. I caught the bus and looked at all the starring people. I went to home-room with

everyone asking me questions about trinity. I saw Jasonn and yelled "Hey" hopefully he

didn't notice me blushing he smiled and said "Hey" he walked over to me but then the bell

rang. Finally it was lunch time and one of Jason's friends came over to me and said "Yo

Aub your boyfriend wants you" I gave a weird smirk and said "Boyfriend?" he smiled and

said "You know he likes you, just like he liked your cousin" I looked and said "Ha-ha wow

really?" thinking that this is ridicules…. He actually liked me. I went over to his table

and said "What did you want?" he looked and said "Oh, just wanted to know if you wanted

to go to a party with me tomorrow?" I said "Like as your date..?" As a bit my lip

wondering why I asked that. He looked and said "Dude what's wrong with you?" That was a

bit of a turnoff I stuttered and said "Well… I was just kidding but if it's that much of a

insult then I guess its ok" and I left ready to cry. I heard his friends in the back

going "OOOOHHH" and he came over to me and I said "Save it, I thought you promised not to

be a jerk well I guess you break promises" and he looked then left.