Fake it Chapter 1
Nobody knows who I really am. Nobody knows why I did it, but they do know who I was.Trinity Moray born ~1993~ died ~ 2011~ the thing is I didn't really die. I faked a death,I faked that I died in a freak car accident. Why may you ask? Have you ever wondered what people really thought of you? That was my missions fake it. I always thought that nobody would care, and that they would all just love to thrive off the drama.
of coarse there was more to it than that, I stopped talking to the person I loved most It's a whole big thing I liked him for 3 years, I started liking him because he liked me, you then think it's easy to date if you both like each other. No it's not that simple when you both start hating each other, but then another year we were best friends but I told one person my friend that I liked him and it ended it completely I put in caps I didn't like him, I didn't I loved him but he went offline with no reply, no goodbye, and never a hello after that, of course I didn't tell him I loved him I thought it and maybe I wouldn't of denied it but it was 2 years since I knew he liked me and the fact it was posted for the whole world to see. Here is the story of my life faking it, faking a death, faking the life.
faces don't change so the plan is to say I'm her cousin, last name isn't the same because it's on my mom's side, the reason I live In the same house is because after "my death" we moved in with her parents to heal the wounds. It all starts with the image I give myself.I am going to die my hair magenta with black streaks faded kind of like the celebrity Arianna Grande then for my style I would go full on prep. For my voice I would be a little raspier, and then get braces. I waited a month after "my death" to return to school as my new character Aubrey Orin. It sounds fun now doesn't it? Sounds so interesting! You probably wish you could it don't you? But it's not all fun and games, first you have to play the new girl, and people will question if you already know where classes are and their names, sure you could play dumish but you don't want to come off to dumb, or let yourself slip someone's name. Also it's hard to change your voice and the way you act without having people find out, the last thing is the hardest nobody wants to die, or fake one, but I had to go over undercover. So now let me lead you threw my first day of school, who knew someone could be so nervous?
I was walking in the second I came in, there he was,the one I first loved walking to class, I ran over, without even checking in and I said "hey, hey! Wait." "What?" he replied in the rudest way I've heard him speak? "Um, I'm Aubrey I'm new here and I was hoping maybe you could help me around the school, please you're the first person I've seen and I know nobody." "Ugh, I got to go to class" "jerk" I whispered under my breath he said "what?" "just please help me I know you probably don't want to be seen with the new girl or, take the time out of class to help me but it would be nice." "Ask a teacher" he said and I said "wait! Please I don't want to ask a teacher." "Why I?" He asked "because I saw you first, please" "fine, I'll help you, but only for today." In my mind I couldn't believe this was happening so I ran to the office and told them he would show me around. We walked in the empty halls and I said "do you know Trinity?" "Yeah, she died why?" "Oh I'm her cousin, were you her friend?" "Kind of" I thought to myself Kind of? Really? You sat next to me for a year and you say KIND OF!? "oh
ok I think you showed me enough now, go to class." "Wait, I'm not even done, you don't have to leave yet, is it because I said I was kind of friends with your stupid cousin? Well it was more than that; don't get mad I just don't want to talk about it." I looked and said "really?" he said "let's just continue" and he showed me all the classrooms I already knew. It was so weird playing someone else, but kind of cool, maybe it kind of wasn't so bad with a story behind it. I looked into his eyes, those deep brown eyes anyone could lose themselves in "um
thanks see ya around". "Wait
you're so familiar ""Me being familiar isn't the missing piece, you're missing the last piece, but you decided to be a jerk, you turned into one." I stopped myself before I made it completely obvious, sometimes I just loose myself. "What?" he hazily replied, "Nothing
? I'm weird, got to go to my first class." I started to walk away and turned and smiled and he ran toward me "hey wait up; want me to um
walk you to class?" "Ha-ha no thanks" I giggled and left. All that raced through my head was yes, starting off this new thing is great he likes me
or seems like it at least.
I walked to my first class and it was science, I already knew where it was I was a little late but that's understandable for a new girl, isn't it? I walked in with shaking hands it didn't really matter if I knew them all I was so nervous because what if they didn't like the new me? Or what if any of them found out? I walked in all the eyes on me, staring I saw different shades of blue,green, brown, golden brown, and hazel, from all the eyes on me everyone looked so interested, like the teacher didn't even tell them about me. "Oh students this is the new student Aubrey Orin" I thought to myself briefly, the new student? Wow its weird being introduced it's not like oh this is Aubrey, it's so professional I felt more nervous now that I felt like I was in a office and getting introduced as the new intern. Everyone said hi, some people said it in there weird voices and I almost giggled because I knew them, they didn't know me, and I knew all of the different and unique personalities that I used to be friendly with. I sat down where the teacher told me to and automatically I heard someone mention Trinity's death and I whispered shaking, "I'm her cousin" but whispers became yells that very second because then everyone was asking questions, question I had revised in my mind but never quite figured out the answer, somehow they all heard. Did you know they all cared? They all actually felt compassion for her, aka me. I never knew it wasn't much of a risk to embrace talking to these people back then, there actually nice I know my friends were, but even the people I never talked to missed me
well that's what it seemed. The teacher stood firm in front of the class and said "shush, I'm sure miss. Aubrey does not want to be interrupted by people asking questions about Trinity." They all then shut up. As scary as it was, as frightening as it was, I didn't mind the attention, I didn't mind the looks, I didn't really mind it all. The best thing about this was him the boy I fell in love with is starting to notice me, even though when I was Trinity he did he just forgot about me. Awkward silence filled the room but my head still was spinning, why was it such a big topic? I guess that could have been described as a stupid thought but what was I supposed to think? Thoughts of rightness weather that's a word or not, all I thought was madness.